[im not a guy dat shows my 'real' side often]
[not dat i ain't have privacy,I do and that's the only matters dat shouldn't be spoken even to this digital world]
[its just there're other things bout me dat i need to let go]
WHY???
[whenever i felt something troubles me]
[i go someplace quiet,and be alone for awhile]
[if its too hard for me,i go with music]
[strumming and plucking my guitar]
[dats the solitary life dat i LIVE with..]
[nobody knows,but when i sad,i didn't show]
[if i'm sad,i'll be sad alone]
[i didn't drop any REAL TEARS since i was 9]
[i didn't need tears to let go of my sadness]
[only for those who've seen me cry watching a drama,well,dats another story folks x)]
[for instance,nobody've seen me sad]
[even my ohana,i never show it to them]
[coz now for them,im living a proud life as Ismail's]
[I am living my life for them,and non for myself]
[Let it be,and i kept it for eternity]
[my desire is not the one to follow](^_T)
Blog Part
[one night,a friend shows me his blog]
[i felt a lil' amaze, how he talks bout his life experience through words]
[then he told me]
[this is the 'Place' where i express my feelings]
[as simple as that sentence]
[well,i've got other side of me dat i've never shown]
[Then I thought a blog could work]
[So here i am,involving myself to the blog world]
[Living the dreams dat i couldn't achieve]
[or in real words,that i couldn't even TRY to achieve]
[for the sake of others...]
sggah jap~
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